Things I regret

I regret the day when my mother said no one cares she was sick but I never told her I did
I regret the day when I visited her at the hospice and I left because of the bus schedule
I regret that I didn’t stay overnight at the hospice to be by her side until her last day
But what is done is done and you can’t turn back time

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I regret I wasn’t active in the summer job search and now it could have been useful
I regret I gave up too easily in 2001 when I studied photography
I regret standing up for myself when some people were mean
But what is done is done and you can’t turn back time

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I don’t regret starting this blog even if sometimes I don’t get attention
I don’t regret writing fan fiction about real people
I don’t regret living my life the way I want
What is done is done and you can’t turn back time because this one I don’t regret