Frigid new years resolutions

new years resolutions
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Here we are in 2020. It looks weird at first but I guess you get used to it. Some decades ago people thought there would be flying cars by now or robots taking over. How silly is that? Maybe one day there will be but not in this lifetime we’re living at right now.

Every year people talk about new years resolutions but I think that’s frigid. I don’t make them and I never will. There is no point because why lie in the first place. But I can promise never to start smoking, taking drugs and drink alcohol. It’s not much of a resolution since very likely things won’t happen anyway. I don’t have any plans on what to do this year. I rather take things as they come then feel disappointed. I know not much gonna happen. Everything will be like always. The same goes for this blog.

I’ve never had any goals with blogging and the same will continue. If I get new followers or not is up to someone else. I just blog about things I want to write about. The rest is just a bonus. This blog is just a hobby and it won’t become anything else. So welcome 2020 and I hope you enjoy your stay.

Follow your dreams so I went back to bed

follow your dreams
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Ever feel like you’re the only perspicacious one in this world and others are idiots? You don’t think you’re better than others though. Everyone makes stupid decisions sometimes. I have days I feel like an idiot. But I don’t make a habit of it like some people do. Some days you don’t want to get out of bed because you meet idiots all day anyway. Dreams you dream at night are much better than following your dreams in real life. In life, some don’t want you to become anything. No one should give in for idiots but yet you’re too afraid to take risks. I really admire people who do anything for their dreams no matter what others say. I wish I was like that but in this case, I’m an idiot.

I’m a dreamer and honestly, it’s upsetting me. My mother used to say I’m not firm enough. Especially when searching for a job. I don’t believe in my own abilities. Even now when I study graphic design, it feels like I haven’t improved much. I’m always in doubt if it’s my thing after all. Others seem to be much better at what they do and I’m just an amateur that no one wants to hire. Not even for free. At least I know what I’m not good at. You should concentrate on things you’re good at. Drawing is one I always sucked at. One of our school assignments for this month is drawing an Easter bunny. But it’s really hard.

bunny sketches
My sketches of bunnies that I did on the plane to Playa del Ingles.

None of these is good for an Easter bunny. I’ve done more but they all awful. It should be on a package of a bag of Easter candy/sweets. I looked for how to draw bunnies step by step on Pinterest but the ones I draw look nothing alike. I can’t draw a good bunny out of my head. They all look like crap in the picture. I won’t be saving my life with illustrations.

It’s mostly about your attitude of how you see things. I try to think positive even if it’s sometimes hard. Some things can bring you down so you think nothing will ever change. There is a lot of motivational quotes on Pinterest and online so reading those makes you feel better. The world is full of idiots but do not let them spoil your spirit. Don’t lose your perspicacious because the world is going mad.