Explain to me

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Explain to me
Explain to me why blogging can be so hard
Explain to me why Pinterest shows uninterested things on my feed
Explain to me why certain people are violent
Explain to me why people like the heat
Explain to me why I don't get more comments on my fics
Explain to me why the sun is so hot in the summer
Explain to me why people are so selfish
Explain to me why some young people litter in nature
Explain to me why women's appearances are so important
Explain to me why I don't know how to end a poem
Explain to me why I find it difficult to concentrate on one thing only
Explain to me why the forecast says rain but there's sun instead
Explain to me why I never meet people who are on the same wavelength as me
What you don't need to explain is the person I am because I already know

Explain

Things I regret

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Things I regret

I regret the day when my mother said no one cares she was sick but I never told her I did
I regret the day when I visited her at the hospice and I left because of the bus schedule
I regret that I didn’t stay overnight at the hospice to be by her side until her last day
But what is done is done and you can’t turn back time

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I regret I wasn’t active in the summer job search and now it could have been useful
I regret I gave up too easily in 2001 when I studied photography
I regret standing up for myself when some people were mean
But what is done is done and you can’t turn back time

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I don’t regret starting this blog even if sometimes I don’t get attention
I don’t regret writing fan fiction about real people
I don’t regret living my life the way I want
What is done is done and you can’t turn back time because this one I don’t regret

Tristful because of you

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Tristful because of you

Autumn is soon here but not quite
Summer still wants to continue and I feel tristful because of it
I want it to be colder and colours on the trees
I feel tristful because of you
Summer be gone and I don’t care what others think
It can still be warm but no more hot weather
But weather can’t be stopped
What comes around you need to accept it
I still feel tristful because of you
I like you certain amount but I want you to leave
You had your time so stop making me feel tristful