Looking through the loophole
I don’t know what to post
All I can be is your host
Looking through the loophole
Makes me lose my self-control
I want to do so much
But I don’t have that golden touch
Someone is always better
Some are even a trendsetter
Looking through the loophole
Brings a big hole in my soul
Sometimes you just need to accept things
We all can’t be queens and kings
All I can do is bring joy to some
So anyone who likes, welcome
Undulate
My feelings for you change like an undulate
One day I hate you, the next time love
It’s a rollercoaster of emotions
I hate feeling this way
I try to avoid you but you’re everywhere
Life would be easier if things were different
You would be here and I could show what I feel
But you would never feel the way I do
Sometimes I wish I never looked at you
If you only knew how crazy I am about you
This undulate in my heart is trembling inside
I try to get you out of my mind but I fail
I want to see you as a friend but I want more
You have spoiled my life and you don’t even know it
Things can never be the same again and I blame you
I can’t even despise you completely
No one is perfect but you almost are
I don’t even know if you’re real but I know how I feel
It will go away but for now, I have to go with the undulate
Torn between two worlds
The dream and the real
The fake is better
It’s a world with no worries
There are people in it but they’re nice
In the real, it’s all sorrow and pain
Torn between this and that
In a dream, you get what you want
Everybody follows the script
For real it’s not like that
People hurt you on purpose
Torn between two worlds
I want to live in both
An escape from this one is good
It makes you feel mentally stronger
It’s a gift and not a torn between two worlds
