Imaginary love

love

Imaginary love

You look at me and I look at you

I can see the love in your eyes

You hold my hand and there’s no need for words

I love you and you love me

Then I wake up to realise it’s only an imaginary love

You don’t even know I exist

They say I can find love too but I don’t want to

I want it to be you but it’s just an imaginary love

I see lovers walk hand in hand and I want that too

You’re only a dream that I know I can’t have

I wish you knew how I feel but that wouldn’t change a thing

A dream is better than reality and things will never be real

It’s an imaginary love and that’s only what it can be

Every person I meet I compare them with you

But no one can ever take your place

I rather be alone than go through heartache

I wish someone could make me feel like you do

But that will never happen because you’re you

An imaginary love is better than nothing

 

Tallenna

Tallenna

Brassy birthdays isn’t me

happy birthday cakeYou’ll never get brassy from me. My birthdays are just normal days. I don’t want any special celebrations. Today I was eating out with dad and that’s as far as birthdays go. I like doing calm things and the older I get, the less fuss I want. I hate loud parties and I prefer being left out of any social gatherings. Luckily I don’t have any friends who can bother me with those. Presents don’t make birthdays either. At least not material things.

As it happens the French Open in tennis going on and my favourite player (Novak Djokovic) had his match today. The best present is seeing him win after a long match. No things will ever compare the happiness it brings. People who don’t watch sport, are missing a lot. Nothing is better than see athletes fighting for a win. Especially if the match or game has been intense. You need to experience it yourself before you can fully understand the feeling sport gives you.

My birthday is over soon and it’s time to get on with life. Birthdays are all the same. They last that one day and then it’s past it. After that it’s back to normal. As normal as life can get because recent happenings in the world isn’t that normal anymore. Everyone has a birthday every day somewhere in the world. That’s nothing to brag about. Birthdays are just one step closer to death. Some live longer than others and for some birthdays are a big deal. People can have a brassy birthday but that’s not me. I like being calm all year around. I find fun in other things. People can celebrate their birthdays the way they want. Have a big party with all you 100 friends or celebrate it with your family. Whatever you do, have a very happy birthday, if you already had it or will in the near future. I’m already one year older than yesterday but doesn’t mean I should feel old. It’s the inside that really counts.

 

 

Tallenna

Tallenna

Tallenna

Tallenna

Tallenna