Repost: Going around a circle

Nothing much has happened after that. My life is still circular and there is no end. Look for a job outside your field, they say. I’ve tried that but I get nothing there either. An outcast for life in getting a job, I guess.

PUBLISHED ON September 30, 2017circles

 

Stuck in a rut. Going nowhere. Stand still. Going around in circles. You name it. My life is a circle. Nothing really exciting happens and when it does, it always ends. It’s not like I want to have excitement in my life. But it would be nice to have something. Especially earning my own money. I haven’t found a job and it’s already October (tomorrow) I sleep late and when I wake up, half the day is gone. I do work better in the evening but then I’m lazy and rather watch something online instead. It’s useless to wake up early in the morning when I don’t have a reason to. I also go to bed late. Sometimes I’m still up at 4 am. I sleep really well but it’s going to bed early which is the problem.

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Jive talking

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Jive talking

They say educate yourself and you get a job
But that’s just jive talking
You don’t get anything if your not a certain person
If you say that’s not true you’re just jive talking
The same with friendships you only get one if you’re it
Friendliness doesn’t help because it’s about your looks
If you claim otherwise you’re jive talking
Bad experiences make you look at things differently
It doesn’t make you bitter, it makes you real
You’re only jive talking because you don’t feel the same