Sky’s the limit

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Taken with Lumia 820

There’s a lot of different subjects to write about. Sky’s the limit. But sometimes you don’t know what to say. That’s one of the reason why I haven’t posted that much on the blog. I even decided to join a cult, I mean a writing challenge called Ultimate Blog Challenge. But it wasn’t the way I expected at all. I thought you would get a subject everyday via email but it wasn’t like that at all. People who takes part in it just seem to want visitors to their blogs so they can get some money out of it. I also didn’t feel like writing everyday. The challenge didn’t help to get my motivation back either. So I skipped that challenge altogether.

It’s just not only blogging but also my fan fiction writing. I just haven’t bothered. I’ve just been lazy lately. I tried to find motivation to write but I haven’t found a cure. It’s just one of those day. One day you got a lot of ideas and the next nada, nothing. I could spend hours and hours writing. Even half a night. Ideas just keeps flooding. Then there are days like these. I could never be an author. I’m too distracted with other things. I also don’t like rushing things. If you rush things, the quality won’t be as good. I might be impatient in other things but when it comes to writing, I’m very particular about it.

Everything just seems boring to me. Not even social media interest me that much. I realised I don’t have much in common with my followers anymore. They don’t even watch the same TV shows as me. I just scroll through Twitter and Facebook because I’m not interested in what they do. Most of my followers are motor racing fans but I’m not into that the way I used to. If I stop following them, there wouldn’t be anyone left. It would just be useless to have a social media account in the first place.

I think the best cure for getting the writing mojo back, is to have a break from writing altogether. Sky’s the limit to do anything else for a change. Like I’ve written in the about me page, I only write when I have something to say and that will stick.

 

 

Whataya want from me

I know you mean well. You are following me. But why do you follow me? That is a question I keep asking myself. Why do people follow me? My blog is probably the most boring place there is. At least that’s how it seems. Maybe it’s just my interests that doesn’t excite people. I’m OK with that. I don’t read blogs that doesn’t interest me either.

Every time I’m on WordPress and other social media places, I feel alone. Even if I see people visiting it still feels useless. Instead I could do something else than be here. It seems when I write my own stuff, there’s not many likes or views. Compared to 2014, there’s been less views this year. Expect the post about Duran Duran which was the most visited post of all time. Since Daily Post stopped with the weekly writing challenge, it’s been more quiet. Stuff like that helps to get views. Not even the Daily Prompt has had the same effect.

To tell you the truth, personally I think the concept on this blog has become a bore. But I still refuse to become one of those people who write about their personal life. If this was a blog like that it would look a bit like this.

“Woke late today since I go to bed at 4 am. Went to my dad’s to drink coffee like I always do. Then it was 7 pm and I was on my lap top. Listen to music. Watched Youtube videos. Then I went home to bed at 3 am”

Like that. Who wants to read something that boring. Not me. That’s no one business what I do anyway. I can write about a subject I like but when it comes to daily stuff I rather keep it private. I will keep this blog no matter what. I might complain about not getting enough of views or comments from time to time (I won’t make a habit of it though) but I won’t stop writing. If I stopped writing I might just as well stop living. I could just sleep all day and watch TV all but that’s not what I want. Nothing will bring be down. Not even a small problem like how to get more followers or views to a blog (Twitter and Tumblr included) will bring me down. I write what I want so deal with that.

Thanks for the follows and please do stick around.

Just don’t give up on me
I won’t let you down– Whataya want from me by Adam Lambert

It’s been one week since

It’s one been one week since I posted a proper blog post. I just don’t have anything to write about. At least not finishing one. I quite a few in the drafts but I never seem to finish them. I don’t know why I’m writing this. It’s not anybody is that interested. Sooo sleeepy.

Are you still up? Damn this free writing. It’s not going very well. Maybe because my head is empty when it comes to say something. I can’t even type right. It’s not much of a free writing if I keep checking the spelling. Sometimes my fingers are stiff but sometime they run like water. Are you still up? It’s been one week since, is a Barenaked Ladies song. Maybe I should start my subject lines with song titles. Like I had on LiveJournal. That was ages ago. WordPress is the same, not very many comments. That was one of the reasons I quit using it in public. I still have it. LJ that is. I just write there in my mother tongue and things I rather not want other people to read.

OK now the free writing works like a glove. I have no time how long I will write this. Is anybody still with me? Or should I even ask. Hello, anybody there? knocking on your head To the shit on the radio. Sorry listening to Robbie Williams. Loved him since Take That. A band that still around but now they’re a 3some. Not that kind of 3some 😀 This is not about sex. Even if they were sexy at the time but now they’re a different kind of sexy. Take That concert in the movie theater was awesome. It was like you were there. Except that it wasn’t. It wasn’t even live. OK you know nothing about that concert since I haven’t written about it.

Now my fingers are getting tired. I don’t really care if anybody reads this. I will not stress about it. Great if you do read it. Even though I like comments, likes are OK too. Thanks for still following though. I won’t say I love you since I don’t know any of you.

Over and out!