My naughty and nice list

10 facts about me

One, Two, Three. Go!

My Likes
1. Sleeping late
2. Cycling, except in the winter when it’s snow outside
3. The color blue
4. Taking photographs without having to think about camera settings
5. Watching British comedies
6. Watching random Youtube videos. Especially old music videos and comedy shows
7. Walking in the snow
8. Writing Real Person Fiction (RPF)
9. Chocolate
10. Tall, dark and handsome men. Especially actors

My dislikes
1. Cleaning up
2. Touching dirt with bare hands so I would never do gardening
3. Smoking
4. Drunk people
5. Clothes shopping
6. Too violent movies. Like Quentin Tarantino movies
7. Self-centered people who are obsessed with their appearance
8. Chick flicks
9. Alcohol and tea
10. Porridge

 

Tallenna

Filthy mind

lady bugFilthy mind

I have a filthy mind and that’s secret

You can’t see it but I do

I’m not ashamed but I don’t shout it out

I have a filthy mind and that’s only because of a person or two

It get’s filthier as time goes by

I can’t help it but it does

It comes out when I write fiction, it’s like an addiction

Don’t hold it against me, I’m not bad

I just like to think about things that might sound mad

I have a filthy mind, if you read my stories, you might understand

I’m no poet and I don’t have a certain style

But a filthy mind I have and proud of it

Imagination is a great virtue, some have it some don’t

I can honestly say and shout, that’s what I’m all about

 

 

Tallenna

Tallenna

And I’m not even sorry

sorryI have never needed to apologise for anything. I am what I am. I change for no one. I’m not sorry for who I am and what I have experienced. It’s not my problem how other people act or think. There have been people in my life who have been there for me and people who haven’t. Those who haven’t are the one’s who should apologise to me. It wasn’t my fault they didn’t bother to get to know me. I’m glad I didn’t have to keep in touch with them. The way they acted towards me, it just made me stronger. If I even met them again, I wouldn’t even say hello. I wouldn’t waste my time on people like that. They’re the past. I only look forward.
You should only care about good people and not those who aren’t. Life is too short to dwell on idiots and other people’s bad behaviours. Never sink to they’re level, it’s what they want. If someone criticises your looks, your style, the way you are or something else, don’t apologise for who you are. It’s not your problem, it’s theirs. If you have a positive attitude towards yourself, no negative attitudes can hurt you. If I hadn’t gone through bad times, I would have been a different person. I’m not sorry for the past and I don’t have to apologise to anyone.

I’m not sorry I haven’t lived the way the society wants me to. I don’t have a career, a family and a house before 30. I have never smoked, went to parties, got drunk or any other things young people do. But I’m not sorry. I don’t need those things. I haven’t missed a thing. There are a lot of things I haven’t done but I’m not gonna apologise for that. So maybe my life is boring compared to others but maybe I just don’t look for an exciting life. I enjoy the small things. I don’t have to experience big things to feel complete. I’m still human despite that.
I’m not sorry for being an introvert. It’s part of me for being reserved and careful. I’ve always been calm and laid-back. I’m not gonna become something other people expect me to be. That’s not who I am. If other people doesn’t respect me, it’s their problem. At least I’m not fake and hide behind some mask.

I’m not sorry I have ideas and fantasies in my head that I put in my fiction. I’m not gonna apologise for having a vivid (even dirty) imagination. I’m not sorry for getting inspiration from movies, TV shows or other people’s fictions. Why would I apologise for a talent most people don’t have? I’m might not be the next top author but at least I’m not worried what other people might think of me after they’ve read my stories. They are just stories and it has nothing to do with real life. Writing is just a way for me to write down my thoughts instead of keeping it all inside.

Like they say in a song, sorry seem to be the hardest thing. In my case its one of the easiest and I’m not even sorry.