It’s my party, and I’ll cry if I want to

My birthday is today. This is my cake I made myself

Ah, birthdays. You hate them or you love them. For me it only means I’m one year older. Getting older is not the problem. That’s natural. What I don’t like about it, is how little I have achieved so far. I haven’t even had a real job. Even getting an internship is difficult. Sometimes I feel like a failure. Luck hasn’t really been on my side. Getting somewhere, you need some luck. I don’t belive you can make your own. Only people say that who have achieved something.
There’s a lot of people that come from nothing and then they become famous or millionares. But they have some luck too. They’ve also known how to get out of that hole.

The saying goes. If your unlucky in cards. You’re lucky in love. But I’ve no luck in either of them. But I’m not that old. I still have time for anything. I just need to pick up the courage and not be such a coward. If it only was that easy.

Happy birthday to me anyway.