In the shelter of my heart

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Blog title from ‘Shelter’ by Duran Duran

I get weak but I never faint. Even when I fell off my bike and fractured my elbow some years ago, I didn’t faint. I could have but luckily I didn’t. It would have been a bit embarrassing if I had. I was out in public at the time. There are people who can be so nervous so they faint. I had a classmate who did that when we rehearsed for a performance in 3rd grade. I don’t know if he was nervous though. When you faint it’s because of lack of oxygen in the brain. Sometimes I do feel like I could faint but that’s only because of certain people who I find desirable.

Yesterday when I was at the movies watching Thor: Ragnarok, I could have fainted of all the beauty on the screen. Well, Loki. I laughed so hard too, I could have fainted. Luckily I was sitting down. Actually, everything Tom Hiddleston does makes me want to faint.

Some people faint when they see blood. Even if needles scare me, I never feel weak when I see one. Uncomfortable, yes but that’s about it. Since I have never fainted, I don’t know how it feels. I hope I never experience it either.

Loki, my panacea

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First I hated you and now I love you

You’re just a movie character but you’re my panacea

It must have been a pain to live in your brother’s shadow

But it didn’t justify what you did

I had no respect for you but now you’re my panacea

You were lied to from where you really came from

That must have been really heavy to bear

Like your brother said, you need to grow, to change

You can’t be angry forever, you need a cure

Life is about forgiveness and I do

If you were real I would do anything you say

I follow wherever you go just to be near you

How thing has changed since that day I saw you

Loki, you’re my panacea