NaBloPoMo15: I’m not very good at this

When trying to think what I’m good at, I can’t think of anything else besides that I’m a good listener. The question arises when it comes to work and job applications. I’m not really good at anything, is the only thing that comes to mind. I can do things a little of this and that. But I can’t do anything really good.

These days when you search for jobs, you need to “sell” your skills to the employers when you write your CV and cover letters. You need to explain what makes you better than the other applicants. That’s something I can’t do. I just don’t find any words to explain what my strengths are. I can’t pretend I can do something I can’t. That’s like lying and I don’t want to do that.

I’m thinking of doing a job search campaign. I just don’t know what to write about me. Writing about things I can do is the most difficult. I don’t have that confidence to brag about myself. That’s also a Finnish thing. We’re not used to brag about our skills. We’re modest that way. There are those who can but most Finns doesn’t.
If someone says to me that I’m good at something, I believe them and feel flattered. But I don’t feel I’m that good. Especially when it comes to work. When it comes to interests, that’s much easier to explain.

I’m not very good at explaining things on the blog. Especially in English but I can’t do it in other languages either. That’s why writing is only a hobby. I couldn’t write to save my life. Nor can I sing, dance or play an instrument for a living. Finding negative things about yourself is easy but that doesn’t give you a job. Unless someone makes up an occupation where negative thinking is required. But I rather think about positive things about myself.

 

 

NaBloPoMo15: fI uoy nac daer siht

weirdness
Source: http://ideasevolved.com/the-weirdness/

You understand this weirdness I possess. It isn’t weirdness really. It’s normal to me. What is weird anyway? Some might think I’m weird because I don’t talk much. Of course I won’t. I don’t waste my time on nonsense.
Or sometimes I walk to the other side of the street if another person is coming towards me. Especially if it’s Friday or Saturday night and they’re young people.

I can also speak in fake accents but I don’t do that in public because some might not understand it. The same with different sounds I make.
Sometimes I’m in a funny mood. But only when I’m alone.
I giggle like a girl when I see certain actors I like.
I can’t look at a picture of a person too long because it feel like they’re looking at me.
Websites that have big close-up photos of someone famous, is a big no. I just don’t like the “in your face”- thing.

One thing that is normal to some, is weird for others. I think it’s weird people take selfies of themselves. One is OK but why do people have the need to take one every time they done something. Like having a haircut or they’ve met their idols. It’s “Hey, look at me. I’m so important” I just hate selfies, they’re everywhere.

What I also think is weird, are people who have to walk on their heels so you would think it’s a member of Stomp living upstairs. If it’s during daytime, it’s different. But when it’s in the middle of the night, that’s weird. Having loud parties is also weird at night. If you need to shout, go out or put the volume down. For them it might be normal but that’s what I think is weird.

Being weird is alright as long as it’s normal. But there’s no need to be a jerk about it.

NaBloPoMo15: CV’s, those buggers

cvlogo
Source: http://ilm.com.pk/jobs-career/cv-resume/professional-cv-format-free-download/

Last time I fixed something or built was my CV. It’s the most difficult task I ever had. Even designing logos are easier than that. There’s so many different ways to do one. Designing one is one thing but when you need to tell something about yourself, it’s just too hard. I just don’t know what to write. You have to be different from everyone else too. There are some rules you need to go by but yet you have to do it differently.

“Words don’t come easy to me” a song from F.r David

I don’t even have that many work experiences which makes it a bit embarrassing. I don’t know who wants to hire me. I wouldn’t even hire myself.