Always in doubt

ski jumping tower
From ski jumper tower in Lahti, Finland 2009

Always in doubt

Should I jump or should I stay on the ground

Always in doubt, that’s my life

A doubt about my skills, my ability to function

Can I do a job or could I meet new people

A doubt of the sincerity of others

No matter what I do I’m always in doubt

I know I can do it but it’s a curse

Thinking if I’m good enough to succeed on my own

I want to be good but a doubt is on my mind

Always in doubt and no one can tell me otherwise

Once in my life I want to be sure

Living in doubt takes a toll on life

But if there’s no doubt you will get fooled

Staying on the ground is better than on clouds

Always in doubt is part of me