I could eat you for breakfast

two chocolate barsEating is not really my favourite thing to do but when it comes to sweets/candy and especially chocolate I wouldn’t say no to that. But I don’t just eat any kind of chocolate. It shouldn’t be too sweet or too strong. I tried chocolate with chilli flavour once but that was the worse sweet/candy I ever tasted. Chocolate should be pure without any special flavours. Even if I do eat them every now and then. At the moment I eat Oreo filled and creamy biscuit chocolate. They’re kind of sweet so I eat just a few rows in a day. My favourite chocolate is Finnish because they’re sweet in a fair amount. Dark chocolate is the best. I can’t understand how someone can eat white chocolate. It’s not even real since there’s no cocoa in them.

Chocolate is definitely my favourite snack to eat. I could eat them for breakfast. You would think I would become overweight for eating so much of it. People who put on weight probably gonna hate me but I never seem to gain weight. I’m been told I weigh too little. I guess it’s because I exercise and well, I’m born with it. Weight has never been a problem for me so I’ve never been on a diet. If you eat fattening foods and sit all day, it’s no wonder you gain weight. This doesn’t mean I’m skinny but I’m not overweight either. I have my lazy days and eat chocolate but yet I stay the same weight. Too much it’s too much no matter what a person eats. There are better and healthier snacks than chocolate but if you’re a sweet tooth like me, you choose that instead.

I’ve had these moments where I haven’t bought a single chocolate bar or block for a month. The only sweet snack I ate were cookies/biscuits. So I’m not always eating chocolate and other sweets. It’s not good for the waistline and definitely not for your teeth. When I was a child I never had tooth decay but when I became an adult, I had lots of them. I guess it’s eating too many sweet things. I brush my teeth twice a day with toothpaste so I try to keep the cavities away. Dentists are expensive so I rather stay away from them. My self-control does fail me when it comes to chocolate. No matter how I try to resist, I just got to have it. Life without chocolate is like having no sun. Chocolate is a better vice than smoking because it doesn’t smell and it doesn’t give you cancer. In a fair amount, it’s good for your health when it’s dark chocolate. Some put chocolate on their skin but it’s meant to be eaten and not to be used as a beauty product.



Drive me like a magnet

couple kissing

Drive me like a magnet

You drive me like a magnet

Slowly I get closer to your web

I try to stay away but you drive me like a magnet

I hear your voice in my head but you’re not here

You don’t know what you make me feel

You drive me like a magnet and I can’t get free

I look at your picture I want to kiss you

But you don’t even know I exist

You drive me like a magnet and it can’t let go

If you only knew what I feel

You drive me like a magnet and you don’t even know it

If you were mine I would never let you go

No one can drive me like a magnet like you do

All I can is dream and I’m sad about that

I always fall for someone I can’t have

You drive me like a magnet and that’s a rare gift

I should forget you but I can’t

You have that power of a magnet and it drives me closer

This isn’t the feeling of love, it’s a fantasy I can’t have

You drive me like a magnet and it won’t stop

This is yet again a hopeless love


Dream of wheels

white limo
White limo is St. Petersburg 2016

As long as I remember cars has always been one of my favourite things. I was a tomboy who preferred toy cars to dolls. When it was time to take a driver’s license at 18, I went through the first stage of it. But when I drove in traffic I realised I couldn’t do it. There was too much pressure. If you’re nervous about something you shouldn’t do it. I was even scared to drive. So my dreams of wheels were long gone. I still know how to drive but so far I haven’t even needed a car. There are times when you need a car but there’s too many of them on the road. My mother went through her life without needing one so you can live without one. My father has a driver’s license so there hasn’t been a need to get one.

Even though I don’t have driver’s license, I still have that dream car. I just need a driver. When you look for a job, a car is always necessary so I’ve lost a lot of chances because of that. Especially if you want to be a photographer a car seems to be a requirement. Sometimes it would be nice to have a driver’s license. I’m not a fan of public transport. You always have to share with other people and there are the schedules you have to think about. With your own car, you can go wherever you want. But then you think about how much it costs to have one, you rather be without. You also have to think about the environment. It’s much better to go by bike or public transport. Luckily I live in a city where places are close by and the local traffic is great.

When I see my dream car somewhere, I think I could get a driver’s license just to get that. But my dream car is too expensive. Only if I win the lottery but that won’t happen since I don’t spend my money on that.

My dream cars

If I had a car, it wouldn’t have to be anything fancy. Wheels that are good for the environment and it works like a charm, that’s all it needs. Dreams are dreams and the reality is a reality. Females who choose men from what kind of car they drive should have their head examined. I wouldn’t even care if the guy didn’t have a car. If I want to go somewhere I’ll always find a way and if I don’t then I’m not going at all. I’ll only get a driver’s license if they decide to quit public transports altogether. That will never happen and that’s a fact. As long as there are people without cars, there’s always gonna be a need for it.