What’s my name again?

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Source: http://randomdysfunctions.com/changing-my-name/

When I was younger I didn’t like my name ‘Mia’ (pronounced, Mee-ah) I don’t know why. It’s short and easy to spell. It’s not many who are named that. It can be short of something else like ‘Maria’ but as a birth name it wasn’t that common. At least when I was born.

Apparently it means ‘mine’ and it’s origins is Italian. And no I’m not named after anyone. It was just a name my mother came up with. I would have been ‘Lotta’ or ‘Charlotta’ but she thought I would get teased or something like that. If I changed my name it would be disrespectful to my parents. I’m grateful for my name. I couldn’t have chosen a better name myself.

In Finnish it’s spelled ‘Miia’ so when I say my name to stranger who write it down, I tell them it’s with one ‘i’ only. I can’t stand people writing my first name wrong. I really don’t like people calling themself ‘Mia’ if that’s not really their birth name. It’s alright if they use as their nickname but as long as they don’t pretend that’s their real name. People who are christen to ‘Mia’ are proud of their name. At least I am and I don’t take the nickname lightly. I won’t punch them in the face though if they do have it as a nickname. It’s different if it’s an artist name or a work name. That’s another story.

The name have been used in TV shows (Frasier) and movie characters. Celebrities have named their kids by that name. Like actress Kate Winslet’s first daughter and Australian tennis player Lleyton Hewitt daughter. So there’s a lot of reasons to be proud of my name. Thank you mother.

 

 

Get a life, will you

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What bores me the most? It’s not daily things like tidy your bed, brush your teeth etc. Not even staying in a Friday night. It’s nosy people who wants to know everything about someone who works in the entertainment business. You know actors, singers and those people. They appear in one big movie and suddenly people wants to know everything about them. If they don’t, the rumours start.

Especially when it comes to private lives. Who’s dating who? If they’re not, why’s that? It’s OK to know what kind of things they like but why is it so important to know what they do in their private lives? Just because they’re in the public eye, doesn’t mean everyone has the right to know what they do. Not everyone wants to be famous for their privates lives. They can’t all be the headlines of the tabloids. It is possible to keep your private lives private even if people know who you are. It depends how much you want to give. I doubt they search themselves on the internet to see if there are any rumours about them. They do have a life. Unlike certain other people.

Sexuality seems to be a big issue. Since when has that become so important to people. It’s a private issue. Just because they don’t reveal it to the public doesn’t mean they’re struggling with it. There’s a lot of openly gay people (or whatever sexuality they are) who can be role models to others. Why do some people have the urge to know if someone’s gay? What do they need that information for? Maybe they got issues of their own and they desperately seek for someone who really is. Even if they’re totally straight. So what if someone is outed. It won’t change the person. They’ve still gonna be the person they are. It’s what they do which is more important and not what sexuality they are.
I won’t mention any names but there’s been this gay rumour about an actor for a few years now. I don’t why this is still going on. That’s the only subject that some nosy people seems to worry about. Is he or not? Who really cares? It seems they’re more concern about his life than about their own. I doubt they’re fans because real fans don’t care.

That’s what bores be the most, hearing about celebrities private lives. Why don’t these nosy people get a life? You only live once so why even wasting your time worrying about other people’s private lives. These people really have too much time on their hands.

Listening to the voices in my head

Can’t Stand Me

When I read the daily post subject of today I thought it was about what you dislike about yourself. But when I saw it’s about what’s worse, hearing your own voice or seeing yourself on video, it’s almost right.
I would say my voice. It’s OK when I talk and record my voice but when I hear it in something else, then it’s horrible. I heard my voice on the radio once when I won a competition and I sounded like my mother. That’s the least thing you want to sound like. When I answered a phone, the person on the other end thought I was her. It was not the sound of her voice, the problem was I sounded like her. Like twins. I wanted a voice of my own. Sometimes I hate my voice. I can barely listen to myself when I’m at my worse.

It’s not that unbearable when it comes to seeing myself on video. I was on TV once and I wasn’t as horrified as when I see myself on photos. That’s even worse. That’s a reason I don’t post selfies and photos where you can see me. I prefer being behind the camera. I’m just not that photogenic. When I see myself in photos as an adult, the voice in my head says, ugly. It was different when I was a kid. I was cute then. I don’t know what happened. Adding a photo of myself to a CV terrifies me. I avoid every single photo of me as much as I can. I rather let people see me in real life than in photos or videos.