To memorize old blog posts

desk with things

I’ve been blogging for about 4 years nonstop now so there’s a lot of posts published. 651 posts to be exact. That’s so many that I don’t even remember what I’ve written. Trying to memorize what the subjects have been is the most difficult. Sometimes it feels like I’ve written about something before. You would think people think I’m suffering from memory loss or even worse, dementia. But then I realise people can’t remember everything either. There’s so many things you have to memorize. Our brains are not computers that can store a lot of information. In the end it doesn’t matter if things are coming up again. Good things are worth repeating. Besides new followers probably won’t even read post that are years old. What matters the most is the present.

In the beginning I didn’t really know what I wanted to write about so I wrote just about anything. But then I narrowed the subject down. I still don’t really know what my niche is. I don’t really want to be categorize in any special genre. Writing and blogging is just a hobby and my goal is not to get popular. I’ve written before somewhere that if I get at least one who can relate to my posts, then I’ve done something right. Sharing is caring like The Daily Post slogan is. I share my thoughts and experiences which has been the mainly thing on this blog. I wouldn’t call it a personal blog either since I don’t write anything too personal. I’m not good at giving advice either so there will never be subjects like how to write a successful blog post. I’m the one who asks for advice and not the other way around.

Sometimes it’s frustrating to write anything. It feels like no one is listening or that my writing is boring. But the next day that feeling is gone. It’s all about the attitude. If you think negative you will feel down and the motivation is low. I try to think positive and write anyway. Motivation should not come from other people. You shouldn’t stop doing what you like only because you think no one cares. On the internet you never know. There’s so many bloggers who wants to get attention so they try anything to get their blogs noticed. Maybe they want to make blogging as a living. Each to their own. Blogging is also for people who want to share thoughts with others. It’s less stressful having it only as a hobby. If you’re going pro, you have to think about your readers. You almost have to think about subjects all the time. I want to write when I feel like it and not when people expect me to publish something. I can also write anything I want. It would be too boring to only write about one subject. I love variability and it should be seen as a strength.

Memorizing the posts I’ve wrote in the past, my writing in English has improved. That’s been my goal all along, to get better at it. This blogging journey will continue as long as my fingers and technology works. Whoever wants to join the ride are most welcome.

Never enamored

dead yellow rosesThis is not a secret but I want to keep my personal life for myself. But I can tell you, I’ve never been enamored. In other words, never been in love. I’ve had infatuations and maybe I felt I was in love. But you can’t be in love with someone you have never met. I can’t even remember if I had a crush on someone close by. I just haven’t found anyone of my liking. It’s easy to find someone you like but falling in love is not. I can’t imagine how being in love feels. Falling in the feeling of love is a piece of cake. If I did fall in love, it wouldn’t be mutual. That’s the story of my life.

I love the feeling when I like someone so much I can’t stop thinking about them. But I don’t like the feeling that I can never meet them in person. I love a lot of things but that’s not being in love. For example, I love certain actors but I’m not in love with them even if I know things about them. I guess my destiny is never to experience being in love and I’m totally OK with it.



This poem rhyme

rhyme timeThis poem rhyme

This poem rhyme and it’s not a crime

If you want to sue I won’t give you a dime

Rhythm is the key and not how you feel

This poem rhyme and it might not be fine

I hope you like it and don’t try to fight it

There are different ways to write a poem

Some are dark, some are light and some are a big fight

This poem rhyme but I have no time

It ends here but have no fear

I’ll be back and write more until I’m sore

Bye for now and see you later some other time